Run run run

My brain has been running non-stop. Very very tired... Concussed at 6+, hoping that it'll stop, but it didn't... kept running and running. Didn't really get any sleep at all. How to make it stop?! A gun? The night is still young. More work needs to be done.

FO

Tired

How I wish I can put everything down and leave it as it is. I'm really really really really tired of things...Went to school today for team project. Really hate team project this semester. Can't get things going. 4 hardware guys + a software intensive product = !@$@!!@$@$!$%%. Maybe going to school tomorrow again... Sibei 的 sian...

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Some good news. For me. Man U extended the lead over Chelsea to 5 points.


FO

The Virtual World

Lots of things can be done virtually in the virtual world. Real-life dreams can be fulfilled through virtually. Being a "millionaire", driving Ferrari's ,have a successful career, etc, etc, To me, the virtual world has helped me fulfilled things that I can't do right now, or in the future. For eg, chatting with people over the internet. Being a rather introvert fella, I've failed miserably in PR. I could hardly hold a conversation with people, especially gals. ~Sad... An online conversation could last for hours, but I just couldn't do that in the real world. How I wish everything is virtual. Everyone on earth is lying down, doing virtual stuff for a living. Eating virtual food, having a virtual job.

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Ever since the Easter holidays, nothing seems to get on the right path. Lack of motivation and discipline. What happened? Feeling kind of down when everything ended. Few more weeks and my 2nd semester will end. I may suffer from a mental breakdown anytime.


FO

No. 3

This is the 3rd entry for the day. Just feeling kind of empty. Put some words up. For fun, laughter, peace and joy. World peace! Got assignment due on Friday, and that'll be the end of the week already. Super fast. Week 8 ending...

Liverpool faces Chelsea later on. don't know if i should watch it. I predict it to be a boring match. Any European match between English clubs will be boring. Lets see how ba.. If i'm still awake by then.

FO

Something about My Blog

Was going through my Stats counter again when I saw some new places. Turkey, and a unknown place. Pretty creepy... From up there or down there? CIA? Can only keep me guessing... What i'm suspecting is that these people from funny funny places googled their way into my blog and "Nah", off they went. Thats the only possible reason that i can really really think of.

I've got people staying at my blog for longer than an hour. 9 ip addresses. Wah liew eh... more than 1 hour leh... Tak boleh tahan lah ... So concern on my life ah? 好感动oh... Arrigato

FO

Manchester United Vs AC Milan 1st Leg

What an exciting 45min the 1st half was, with AC Milan leading 2 goals to 1. Manchester United led the scoreline with a Dida own goal in the 5th min. The Devils were brought back to earth in the 22nd minute by superbly on-form Kaka. Milan took the lead in the 15th minute when Kaka took advantage of a United mix-up to score his 2nd of the night.

The 2nd half was equally exciting as the 1st. It was Rooney's turn to net a brace in the 59th and 90th minute. The match ended Manchester United 3, AC Milan 2. The second leg takes place in a week's time at the San Siro. For now, it time to say good night.

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Feeling kind of sad right now, cos AC Milan lost the 1st leg. The only consolation was that it brought 2 away goals back to San Siro for the 2nd leg. Milan loses it again in the final minute, where I felt a 2-2 goal-line would have been a fair result for both team. ~Sigh

Time to hit my bed.

FO

School

Did a demonstration (demo) today on my oscillator circuit. Outcome was better than expected. Actually, it was supposed to be last tuesday, but managed to push it to today, hahaha. There were like about 30 teams of student pairs. crazy shit.

UQ Taiwan Student Association (Taisa) set up a stall selling tickets for the opening of Spiderman 3. Prices were going at $4. Members could buy up to 4 tickets. Whats the price for a ticket in Singapore right now??? Unfortunately, I'm not a fan of spiderman. Spiderman doesn't attract me. I don't adore superheros. Anyway, its on the night of May 3. Class end at 6. Kind of rush. Don't like to rush. Another reason for me to avoid this movie. Unless someone's got some really really good argument for me to go and sit in the cinema. Anyone???

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Tomorrow is Anzac Day. Public holiday, so no school. And there's a soccer match coming up at 4.30 in the morning. Its 'Live' from Old Trafford, FREE. Can't miss it cos its between 2 of my most beloved teams. Manchester United and AC Milan. I won't mind sitting in front of the TV watching a goal-less draw. Just watching these 2 teams makes me excited. Not going to sleep tonight, cos if i sleep, I won't wake up.

FO

Start

Sometimes, i really feel like giving up. Whats the use mate? Directionless. Whats my aim? I'm like firing infinite rounds into the sky, hoping to kill a bird. 烦啊! I know I can't give up, but i'm really really exhausted. Need motivation. Someone, somehow, somewhere. But who? how? where? Really scared for my future. 船到桥头自然直? 我还看不到桥头。四周围都是大海。救命啊!!!

Disappointment

Hmm... Yes! Feeling kind of disappointed with things that have happened around me these few days. If want to kepo, come msn lo.... i MAY tell you.. sibei sian.

Tomorrow will be the start of another week. Not as terrible as this one i hope... :-(
Life is full of ups and downs. Mine seems to have more downs than ups. And it doesn't seems to be going up. But life still continues. the sun will still rise and set. Can only hope for the best.

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Went to chinatown to buy some stuff today. Sibei sian. Don't know how to carry on. Sucks. Mentally unstable.

FO

Inspirationless

Don't know what to enter. Going through motion.

Today basically is a very basic slack day. Went to school for meeting for my team project assignment. Hired a outside tutor hoping that it'll be of some help. But i don't think i know what the bugger is talking about, and neither do my team mates. SO HOW???? 怎么办??? And the day ended with me sitting in front of the laptop. There's something wrong with it. It shuts down, but the display screen is still on... cham... Lady jinx has found her way to me... 关门关窗还找到我。 还够衰。。。

WooAhhh

Tried to cook Nasi Lemak today. Pretty bad.... the rice didn't turn out to be as fragrant as it should be. Didn't add pandan leaves. HAhah. And maybe a pinch of salt more will be better. The grilled chicken and omelete was pretty alright. And something really really important was missing. Any guesses?? I can't hear you. Yes you over there.... WHAT? I STILL CAN'T HEAR YOU.... Never mind... Its the sambal chilli... Now you guys know... Have to make do with "Maggi" garlic chilli.... Sigh.... Can some1 please send a carton of homemade sambal chilli over??? maybe 2 cartons, so that i can sell, i mean give to my friends? My address is ...... ...... ....... ..... Queensland 4067, Australia.

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I'm pretty pleased with myself for being able to entertain myself at the expense of the people around. I can make jokes around them. WAhahhaHAHa. So fun. ;-) It has been the same through primary school, sec. school, poly, army, and now in uni. Its more fun over here as there's some loser that I'd been poking fun of since last semester. I'm always digging and digging traps for him to fall in, and he always 乖乖的 fall into them! Life wouldn't have been the same without him.
Its important to know the level of tolerance the person has, and to dig a hole just nice for him. If the hole is toooo big, 后果将会是不堪设想的。 If the hole is too small, no effect. So in any case, its always better to test water 1st. watch the person's reaction. 看他玩不完的起。Only then you can 慢慢挖. If not, just keep to the "why did the chicken cross the road" jokes. It'll be safe. A note to remember, DO NOT dig a hole such that both of you will fall into it. Its silly.

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I've got 48 views in friendster. It's the highest number I've got since I registered. So sudden. Haha. I still can't take it. But the irritating thing is that i don't know who's viewed me cos they're invisible.

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Added a "new" feature. These are some of the songs that I am listening to. Don't know why they don't show chinese characters. WHY? China's population is 1.2 billion!
After looking at it for so long, i think my blog is pretty amateurish... Hahah..... <------------These people's maciam (?) professional... Hahah... BUT I DON'T CARE!!!! ITS MINE!

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This week seems to be really really short... a lot of assignments to rush ah.... thats why i'm doing long long long posts these few days. Maybe I should do 1 for tomorrow and Friday? I know whats going to happen.

Thursday-->Busy
Friday-->Busy

Hope I can relac 1 corner after 5pm, friday. 天宫保佑. By the way, I'd sacked the DJ. Hurray! Champagne anyone? Those interested please go buy 1 that you prefer and drink! and thank you.

Mr DJ

Dear Mr DJ,

Please stop spinning in my head. You're making me sick... When the sun starts to set, you start to spin. Hope you'll be out of job real soon.

Warmest regards...

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Because of someone, makes me think of my 老妈 back home. Its all your fault. ;-)
The phrase "天下的妈妈都是一样地" truly applies. Really really started having a long conversation with her was when i got enlisted for National Service. Previously, I hardly had a chance to have a conversation with her. Either she's busy working in the office or I'm at school till very late. When she comes home, I would have been asleep, but she'll be up before me making breakfast the next day. What I hope now is that I can graduate faster so that she can relak 1 corner and 享富。 1 more year to go before i graduate. Then wait a few years more so that i can earn enough money to bring you and dad to taiwan eh?
"老妈最伟大!"

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Holidays will be ending real soon. OMG! But i'm still in the holiday mood. HOW????? School starts tomorrow. I'm afraid i'm unable to focus. Head spin spin. cannot concentrate. cannot focus. Words fly in 1 ear fly out the other. 很惨的neh... poor me... someone sayang me leh... Hahha

明天会更好! 一定会!

I'm Spinning Around

I think I'm sick, but i don't know the illness... Head just keeps spinning and spinning just as the sun sets... Am i a demon or some funny creatures.? It has been 6 hours. I don't have a history of drug abuse. I don't take Panadols. 1st time i'm feeling seriously spinning round and round. Someone help me.... Can't keep my eyes closed for long. If not it'll be worst. 怎么办???

To all the people who needs encouragement, 加油neh!

I can only hope that this spinning will stop will soon... Ohhhh....... !@#!$%$#!@#$%^$#!!!

Declaration

I, cpl (ns) Ling Ei Hua, NRIC S84*****F, hereby declare that no names will be mentioned in my entries. With special exceptions when i think there should be. COS ITS MY BLOG!!!! ;-)

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Time really flies when you're having fun. Why??? During this holiday, I'd met some really really wacky bunch of people. "Luku", "Ding, Ding Ding", "Guang, Guang Guang", loser, lamer, "shakes-spear". Really can't believe that I met you guys... ;-) I'm soooo, sooo lucky cos you guys really made my life more urm...... entertained and lively. Hipee! Thank you all again! Give you all a very very wet "Muacks". ;-)

Really looking forward to our next trip yeah? Will there be?? Winter holidays are coming!!! *Hint*hint*hint*.

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Went to school today to do some assignments due next week. Very the sianzzzzz.... Literally dragging myself to the lab. There's some outputs, but no sure if its the correct one. *Sigh*
Still in the holiday mood. HOW!?!?!?! Gek sim ah... I want to study!!! Oh Me! (I believe in myself) Give me the strength to study!

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As I am typing this, my head is spinning real fast. I suspect someone drugged me... Must be those people... Took a nap at 4, woke and at 6 cos my left arm, no, its hand, becomes numb. Lasted for quite some time. Am I sick or what? Any professional doctors around???

*Spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*Spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin*spin

Photos are up! Enjoy! As much as I Do. ;-)

The Trip

Went to the Moreton Island for a couple of days. Left home really really early. 4.30 like that. At that moment, the weather was pretty chilly, and I was in my slippers, surf shorts and T-shirt! And I believe it's all mental. Just don't think about it and it'll go away.

Met the girls at their house in Indooroopilly where we'll take a Maxi-cab to the Brisbane port where we'll take a ferry (is that a ferry?) to sunny Moreton Island. Events for the day were, kayaking, sand-tobogganing, and dolphin feeding. Did I miss out anything??? Oh ya. water splashing and more water splashing.

Kayaking was fun. 1st time i ever did that but i admit i'm good! ;-) hahah :-] Enough of my boasting. It was quite a good experience, but stressful on my muscles. Next up was sand- tobogganing. Sand was really really fine and the wind was really really strong. urm.... actually the wind wasn't that strong.. but its still not the usual breeze. Unfortunately, I only took it once. I strained my back, decided against straining it even more. ARGH!!! so sad... HAha, but it was fun looking at people eating sand. Hehehehe. Muhahahaha. And there's more sad thing to come. The camera that I was using let me down. The most reasonable reason was that some sand went into it and some mechanism just couldn't take it. So.. I've got only 20 odd pictures. SADDD

I was wet for most of the time. Wet from playing in the sea, and not for anything else.... Was hardly dry. Dolphin feeding was in the evening when the sun has set. By the way. the sun set at around urm... 5.30? Hmm... somewhere there. And the cold wind blew onto me... "When the cold wind blows...." So bloody cold... but its all in the mind... ;-) Fed the wild dolphins, but weren't allowed to touch them, so its kind of SAD! But still managed to get near to it.

By the time the whole thing ended, it was already dark. DUH!!!!!! Back to the villa for dinner. BBQ, Aussie style. On a gas-operated hot-plate. Not charcoal-grilled. After dinner, 1 loser, i mean guy took out his tarot cards and started to become a gypsy. Hahaha... only "asked" about the camera, and its future looks diminishing. SADD!!! When everyone was sick with the game, the same loser, i mean guy decided to asked some really really knowledgeable questions on business and marketing. Learnt a few things that night, from the loser, i mean guy. The night ended at 3 with some really really lame and silly jokes.

The next day started in a rush cos need to checkout by urm...... i forgot what time. ;-p The wind was strong, so there wasn't any "dangerous" water sports available. SADDD!!! ARGH!!!!!! No para-sailing, no jet-skiing, no nothing.... so its off to water splashing and building urm... pyramids. hahaha ;-)

All in all, its a fun trip. Actually, its the company that made my trip enjoyable. THANK YOU to all. Really appreciate what the girls had done. The planning, food, etc. etc... A BIG THANK YOU!!!! Thanks leh! So when are we going out together again??? I'm certainly looking forward to it. Cheers!

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Looked at the stats of my blog views and am pretty amazed at how its going. I'd got views from Singapore! Australia! USA! Thailand?!
Of these countries, I pretty well know who's being looking at my blog but there's still a question mark over some areas. Like my fans from New South Wales and the Australian Capital Territory, please tell me who you are. or simply leave a tag! yea?

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Photos of the trip will be up soon. Hopefully... ;-)

Holiday

Its the start of the 1 week break. Tomorrow is Good Friday. Whole brisbane is closed. I think... Major supermarkets will be closed the whole day, as well as on Easter Sunday. Wondering if other small enterprises will open for business?

Got lots of due dates on the 20th April, Friday. At least 5. So its super sian. Mid semester is over, before the break. So its kind of good.

Played soccer yesterday. 1st time playing after soo bloody long. 1 year? And right now, my whole body is aching like hell. Sibei sian. The guys are having another game next wednesday. Wondering if I should go... Weather is getting cooler and the air seems to be thinning. My nose is having problems.