Feeling very tired. Mentally, physically. Just want to hide inside my blanket and sleep. Hibernate. Just don't want to step out of my room.
Going off to melbourne and sydney in about 5-6 hours time. Not really looking forward to it. Just looking forward to come back here and sleep. I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!
Tired
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
刘耕宏 - 谁来爱我
也许爱就在这刻
我藏在灵魂里的阁楼那头
幽暗覆盖了白昼
如何躲过这错没有理由
起寒落叶 轻声呼救
我低头 更也说不出口
紧握的手颤抖
该怎么做不懂 沉默
我渴望有个人爱我
在世上某个角落
飞跃过黑夜的尽头
来抚平所有伤痛
我渴望有个人爱我
每一天 每个时候
她心中有同样的梦
等着我长相斯守
共度白头
我藏在灵魂里的阁楼那头
幽暗覆盖了白昼
如何躲过这错没有理由
起寒落叶 轻声呼救
我低头 更也说不出口
紧握的手颤抖
该怎么做不懂 沉默
我渴望有个人爱我
在世上某个角落
飞跃过黑夜的尽头
来抚平所有伤痛
我渴望有个人爱我
每一天 每个时候
她心中有同样的梦
等着我长相斯守
共度白头
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Nicknames
Haha... what a title to begin my new look blog!
I'd a few nicknames in my short short 22+ years living. The 1st 1 that I could remember was in primary 3/4. I was called "铁皮人". Its because of my dry skin... Hahaa... But I kind of like this teacher. Teach chinese. Tell a lot of stories. Makes chinese learning interesting.
The 2nd one was "Golden Boy". Not because I'm special or what. Just that I don't like to talk. Forgot who gave it to me, but it was someone from band.
The 3rd one came quite a long time from the last 1. During my days as a chao recruit in Tekong. My profile super low ok... i think... it was given to me by my section mates. "小华"。 Sounds ... ... ... But luckily it lasted for about 16 weeks?
The last 1 lasted for 2 years... and counting.... This 1 was rather stupid. The story behind it was also dumb... Just because this section commander of mine find it hard to pronounce my name... And so, I was 'bestowed' the nickname "Kilo". And the story goes like this...
It was my 1st day in 30 SCE. A culture shock from Tekong. We were allocated our beds and section, then this sergeant came in and see if things were going fine. (Actually, we were preparing for stand-by bed. A welcome inspection) As my bed was just beside the door, he came to ask for my name.
Sgt: (See my name tag) Whats your name?
Me: Private Ling Ei Hua, sergeant.
Sgt: Huh? (He's not chinese)
Me: Private Ling Ei Hua, sergeant.
Sgt: Which Company you from?
Me: Kilo
Sgt: Oh Kilo! I last time also from Kilo. I call you Kilo from now on.
Me: ???????????????????
Since that day, my profile rocketed... Wah lao eh... I want to keep low profile leh... sergeants/officers from other company also know me... cham la.... Other one while in army was "Pui eh" (Fat One in hokkien) I fat meh?
Yum Seng
I'd a few nicknames in my short short 22+ years living. The 1st 1 that I could remember was in primary 3/4. I was called "铁皮人". Its because of my dry skin... Hahaa... But I kind of like this teacher. Teach chinese. Tell a lot of stories. Makes chinese learning interesting.
The 2nd one was "Golden Boy". Not because I'm special or what. Just that I don't like to talk. Forgot who gave it to me, but it was someone from band.
The 3rd one came quite a long time from the last 1. During my days as a chao recruit in Tekong. My profile super low ok... i think... it was given to me by my section mates. "小华"。 Sounds ... ... ... But luckily it lasted for about 16 weeks?
The last 1 lasted for 2 years... and counting.... This 1 was rather stupid. The story behind it was also dumb... Just because this section commander of mine find it hard to pronounce my name... And so, I was 'bestowed' the nickname "Kilo". And the story goes like this...
It was my 1st day in 30 SCE. A culture shock from Tekong. We were allocated our beds and section, then this sergeant came in and see if things were going fine. (Actually, we were preparing for stand-by bed. A welcome inspection) As my bed was just beside the door, he came to ask for my name.
Sgt: (See my name tag) Whats your name?
Me: Private Ling Ei Hua, sergeant.
Sgt: Huh? (He's not chinese)
Me: Private Ling Ei Hua, sergeant.
Sgt: Which Company you from?
Me: Kilo
Sgt: Oh Kilo! I last time also from Kilo. I call you Kilo from now on.
Me: ???????????????????
Since that day, my profile rocketed... Wah lao eh... I want to keep low profile leh... sergeants/officers from other company also know me... cham la.... Other one while in army was "Pui eh" (Fat One in hokkien) I fat meh?
Yum Seng
Monday, June 18, 2007
loud LoUd lOuD LOUD
Need some real loud music. Any recommendation?
Today 2nd paper. 被lecturer"耍"... haha. But whats over is over. Can only blame oneself.
Everytime after any paper, I'll be smiling after it. Don't know why also... Think I've got some cells that shorted themselves together. Good or bad, I'll smile... Siao ah... (笑啊) 笑口常开。 不容易老化! hahaha
Got rather good seats for the 1st 2 papers. last corner seats. The way they go over here is that someone will stand at the door giving out random number seat numbers. After you take the number, you have to find your seat. Last semester was really terrible. 1 at the side, 1 in-front, 1 in the middle, 1 at the back. Sibei stress ah... I don't feel secure sitting right in the front or in the middle, with people surrounding me. Kind of pressurizing. Hope the last paper will also be the last corner 1.
Need some loud music, but not heavy metal please.
Yum Seng!
Today 2nd paper. 被lecturer"耍"... haha. But whats over is over. Can only blame oneself.
Everytime after any paper, I'll be smiling after it. Don't know why also... Think I've got some cells that shorted themselves together. Good or bad, I'll smile... Siao ah... (笑啊) 笑口常开。 不容易老化! hahaha
Got rather good seats for the 1st 2 papers. last corner seats. The way they go over here is that someone will stand at the door giving out random number seat numbers. After you take the number, you have to find your seat. Last semester was really terrible. 1 at the side, 1 in-front, 1 in the middle, 1 at the back. Sibei stress ah... I don't feel secure sitting right in the front or in the middle, with people surrounding me. Kind of pressurizing. Hope the last paper will also be the last corner 1.
Need some loud music, but not heavy metal please.
Yum Seng!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
有人可以把冷气给关了吗?
今天超冷的。6点半就爬起来了。应为该死的考试在8点。7点就出门了。今天是我那么久以来第一次穿长袖衣哦! 一开了家门，就感觉到了冷风的厉害了。还以为我可以抵挡得住。。。谁知道没走到5分钟，手和脚就开始有点失去知觉了。别看我肉肉的。。。我也是人啊!!!
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很快的，3个小时就过了。当我们出了门，老师就来了。好想上前去扁他!
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过后，就到了indooroopilly shopping center 吃早/午/晚餐，买冬装。找了住附近的朋友下来一起吃。也不知道为什么最近不想自己一个人做东西。过了人生的22 1/2年，第一次有这种莫名其妙的感觉。
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买了衣服后，去了toowong的 Fruity Caper's 买水果。为什么突然想买水果?答案很简单。昨晚温习功课时突然肚子痛，跑去厕所，想把一切都给它大出来，谁知道。。。什么都没出。便秘哦。应该是最近没有吃蔬菜水果。结论: 要多吃蔬菜水果。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
暂时到此为止。有灵感再来写。
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很快的，3个小时就过了。当我们出了门，老师就来了。好想上前去扁他!
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过后，就到了indooroopilly shopping center 吃早/午/晚餐，买冬装。找了住附近的朋友下来一起吃。也不知道为什么最近不想自己一个人做东西。过了人生的22 1/2年，第一次有这种莫名其妙的感觉。
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买了衣服后，去了toowong的 Fruity Caper's 买水果。为什么突然想买水果?答案很简单。昨晚温习功课时突然肚子痛，跑去厕所，想把一切都给它大出来，谁知道。。。什么都没出。便秘哦。应该是最近没有吃蔬菜水果。结论: 要多吃蔬菜水果。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
暂时到此为止。有灵感再来写。
VERY Tensed, VERY Stressed,
Feeling very tensed up right now. Can't calm down. Tried some breathing exercises, but in vain.
In a few hours time, I'll be sitting for my 1st paper. 3 hours. 3 questions. open book. Running through the tutorials. Can't get no shit out of it. Very tensed. tensed. tensed. tensed. tensed. Help-less. morale-less. It was still alright yesterday, thought could bring the 好事, 好心情 forward to today. 6 more hours before I leave for the battlefield.
讨厌考试。每次进考场都会把读过的忘得一干二净. 为什么? 是不是读的方式错了呢? 还是我的细胞已经都坏掉了? 去年这样，今年不会吧。。。
In a few hours time, I'll be sitting for my 1st paper. 3 hours. 3 questions. open book. Running through the tutorials. Can't get no shit out of it. Very tensed. tensed. tensed. tensed. tensed. Help-less. morale-less. It was still alright yesterday, thought could bring the 好事, 好心情 forward to today. 6 more hours before I leave for the battlefield.
讨厌考试。每次进考场都会把读过的忘得一干二净. 为什么? 是不是读的方式错了呢? 还是我的细胞已经都坏掉了? 去年这样，今年不会吧。。。
Saturday, June 02, 2007
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