Wobbling Legs...

31st October 2007 is a happy day. A more than happy day. Whats the word for "more than happy"? Happier? Why is it a more than happy day? Haha...

Kena food poisoning last night. Think I didn't clean my hands properly. And now, I'm feeling weak. My anus is burning, and my toilet bowl has become my chair. I'd been like going for a seat on the throne every 10 minutes. Thought my digestive system can take all sort of shit, but think I'm horribly wrong.

Now, I need to have a controlled diet. No more oily and spicy food. Then eat what? Air ah....

Pain pain go away ~ and make sure never to return... Reporting to throne again... I'm feeling it...

孙淑媚 &安伯政 - 爱你的机会

星光帮 - 总在我身旁

我从不相信自己(定)
也无法面对现实
当生命失去了光(潘)
我就失去了方向

前路依然很模糊(宣)
要挣脱许多束缚
你让我依靠让我坚强(许)
你守护在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你(宥)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(宥)

当我还不够坚强(还不够坚强:潘)(鸭)
推翻命运的围墙(潘合声)
你还是和我在一起(安)
给我无限的勇气

路依然走得困难(弟)
当我变成了负担
你依然把我紧紧拉着(峰)
我就是最幸福的

每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里(就在这里:安)
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁(总会在我身旁:潘)

我需要依靠你(定:要依靠你)
你就在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(弟)

Casual Employmeny Opportunities at UQ Graduation Ceremonies

Every graduation in UQ, there will be temporary job offers from the University's Graduation Office. Duties are as follow:

1. Assisting the Graduations Office on the day of the ceremony (14 at St Lucia campus)
2. Acting as guest urshers
3. Staffing the information desk at graduation ceremonies and answering questions from graduands and their guest's.
4. Assisting with graduand registration
5. Assisting staff backstage
6. Acting as Marshal of the Academic Procession
7. Acting as Beadle (University Mace bearer)
8. Handing cylinders to the Chancellor on stage
9. Other tasks as directed by Protocol or Graduations staff

These posts will be paid at a casual rate of A$21.79 per hour. Amount of work may vary, but the minimum payment will be for 3 hours.

A$21.79/hr to do "sai gang". Wah liew eh.... Anyone interested???? I sure am. :-)

Should I Learn....

to be selfish and protect my backside? I'm an open person. Open in the sense that I have nothing to hide, and I think this makes me vulnerable and people may take it for granted. Am I easily bullied? I think I am. Sometimes, I just like to see how others will take advantage of me. It tells me a lot about that person. But never mind. I'll take blow after blow, but I'll not trade blow for blow. Am I dumb or what? I still innocently believe that "善有善报，恶有恶报", but some still managed to 闪, not for long I sincerely hope.
"May the force be with me"

I'm not a PR person. I can't really communicate well with people. This is a bad point I admit that needed to be improved. I prefer to listen. I can be a better listener. Is PR important? Of course! but too much is annoying. Talking cock is alright, but too much cock makes you one.
"Think before you talk/act"

A Dream

I had a strange dream last night. I dreamt that I am an assassin. I had to assassinate somebody. My first mission was successful, but I was caught in the 2nd. I was tortured, and had my fingers chopped off! ALL except my 2 index fingers. Don't ask me why. I don't know. Kind of funny though... I led my life later on as a commoner, trying to carry things, but I couldn't. I don't know why. I think the time frame as in ancient China. Don't know which dynasty.

Strange strange.....

朋友

俗语说得好"近朱者赤，近墨者黑"。如果交到好的，就恭喜你咯。交到坏的呢? 就只好祝你好运。希望你能早点摆脱他们。可喜的是，我交朋友时，是会再三筛选。会过滤, 过滤，再过滤。不知道哪生来的神经，能分辨黑白对错。

以下是我在寻找朋友"分类"的最基本条件。虽然只有三个，可是要列入我真真"朋友"名单可不是件简单的事哦。

1。孝

孔子道德思想中的"孝"字。孝顺的孩子是可以交的朋友。只要一个人会孝顺长辈，就代表了他这个人的道德关联有多深。做人要饮水思源，不能忘恩负义。父母的养育之恩是不能用时间，金钱而衡量的

2。义

在我名中的"义"字，也是孔子道德思想中的其中之一。我这里所说的"义"，是指朋友之间的"义"。怎么说呢? 简单的说，就是要有义气，要有正义感。不会因为个人的意义而把你给隔在一旁。当你有"好东西"时再来跟你。那时候，我就会跟你说"bye-bye"

3。搞怪/搞笑/搞鬼

在我条件里最最最烂的一项! 朋友嘛。。。不能每次见面或聊天都处于在严肃的状态。很累的耶! 要嘻皮笑脸的! 跟我一起搞怪，搞笑。 (可没叫你搞出状况来。。。) 由于我个人比较喜欢搞笑，所以呢，不可能叫我自编、自导、自演。要有配角嘛。。。有时还可以娱乐大家。有时候会觉得我不走娱乐路线有点太可惜了。HAHAHAHAHAHAHA。。。 可惜我本人内心。要不然，我早就红咯!


*结论

这三项条件其实是我的人生观。由于这世界慢慢地走向物质化，所以呢，人的道德观念在慢慢的变化。(Starwars里的"dark side") 所以，结论是。。。是。。。我是原始人。活在孔子时代(551 B.C - 471 B.C)的原始人。

Cadaver Calculator

$5075.00The Cadaver Calculator - Find out how much your body is worth.

This is horrible... My dead body is only worth $5075. I don't smoke, drink, take drugs. The most I take is junk food... crap... Think my brain should worth more....

The Death Report

142,354 People

Some interesting ones:

2006 - Augusto Pinochet, military president of Chile
2005 - Eugene J. McCarthy, U.S. Senator
1938 - Mustafa Kemal Atatürk ,the founder of the Republic of Turkey and its first President
1896 - Alfred Nobel, Swedish inventor and founder of the Nobel Prize
1865 - King Léopold I of Belgium

And no famous guy died on the year that I'm born.... damn... HAhaha

Rugby World Cup (RWC) 2007

Its finally over, and the South Africans lifted their 2nd World Cup. Not the most interesting match as there weren't any tries. England came close to a try, but was the player was ruled to be out of bounds before the ball went behind the try line.

This is the year of the underdogs, with hot favourites New Zealand(1) and Australia(5) out in the quater-finals to France(2) and England(6) respectively. I watched those 2 matches "Live" on "Free-to-air" TV, and of course the finals early last morning. Where can you get such good deals in Singapore? S-League maybe....

As you all know, Aussieland is rugby and cricket crazy. But other than that, you get "Live" European Champions League matches, F1, swimming, etc, etc... Its fantastic!!! Woohoo!!! Stupid mediacock is super money making leeches. No way it can match aussie tv! NEVER!!!

现在

1。 很烦，很烦，很烦，很烦，很烦
2。 想骂脏话，骂脏话，骂脏话，骂脏话，骂脏话
3。 想打人，打人，打人，打人，打人
4。 想找人逗我笑，逗我笑，逗我笑，逗我笑，逗我笑
5。 不想读下去，读不下去，读不下去，读不下去，读不下去
6。 想狂吃，狂吃，狂吃，狂吃，狂吃
7。 想找出气孔，出气孔，出气孔，出气孔
8。 想听你的声音，你的声音，你的声音，你的声音，

此刻的我。。。

心情很糟糕，很乱，很烦，很怕。时间是早上0452hrs。睡不着。这几个礼拜里都没有"一觉到天亮"。睡了一两个小时就醒了。想找个人讲话，却不知道要找谁。想哭又哭不出。感到非常无助。

再多一个月就要考试了。有恐惧感。担心。该怎么办? 为什么要到这世界来? 我为我的将来而感到担心。今年23岁的我为什么会为这么多事情而烦恼? 23岁是年轻还是老? 我命中的太阳刚升起来还是在下降了呢?

我这个人什么都不会，什么都没有。想拼，也不知道从哪开始。像个迷了路的小孩。希望有个某某人或某某事能激发我，扶我一把，指导我。


心情沉重。。。