Failure

Feeling real down right at the moment. Depression. Morale down at its lowest. Even if AC Milan wins the European Cup won't lift me up. Feel really helpless at times. Useless bugger. WHY???

Was in the city just now. Went straight from school. Was thinking whether to go or not cos the time for the bus to arrive was 8.32pm while the celebrations ends at 9. In the end, I still went. There's a 15 min fireworks display, but i'm not interested in that. Was focusing on something else. Went to watch soccer in one of the pubs, Manchester United Vs Manchester City. It was a poor match. Didn't really pay much attention to the match either. Was looking out most of the time... Didn't really support Man Utd this time round... just don't know why... really hoped that Man City could grab that equaliser.

Nothing's right today. All seems wrong. Why?


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