消失的26天

Just felt like entering something today. Being procrastinating for a long time. September is coming to and end. 5 more weeks to the finals. Semester 2 seems to fly faster than sem 1.

Currently, I'm having a 1 week break. What I'd done up till now was soccer on saturday. Played soccer and watched soccer. Hyundai A-league. Queensland Roar VS Sydney FC. Final score, 1-0 to Sydney. Only "star player" available was Danny Taitto, who used to play for Manchester City and Leicester City in the English Premier League before coming over. Actually, I was there to look at Juninho. Yes. The brazilian who used to play for Middlesbrough. But, he wasn't there. Wasted my money... $24.

Wanted to go out and have a walk, breathe some air, but 有心无力。Stay at home and rot. Maybe I'll go out tomorrow... maybe...

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There was once when I was tossing around on the bed when this thought came across.
"How will I be remembered when I die" and even "Will I be remembered". I really don't know, but is it important? 生不带来，死不带去。

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The fire in me had extinguished. I'm not interested in anything. Everything is in a mess. No time frame. I'm tired. Outside to inside. Top to bottom. Need something/someone to ignite it again. Help me find back the fire.